hey every one what's up? me- notta whole lotta nothin just chillin here at the house anyway guess what I came in third place in the karaoke contest at hooters tonight I am so happy! I am very upset because Beckie lost the contest over some stupid bullshit and it was not judge right!!!!! but I am going to go I got company my bestest friend josh anyway I am going to go and spend time with him!!!!!!!!!! yea

hey everyone what"S up me? notta whole lotta nothing just chillin here at the house thinking about olin!!!! like always anyway, i am kinda happy yet sad i am happy because olin is gettin custody of his son but i am sad because that means his ex wont get to see him as much as she wants i know i should not be mad or sad i should be happy for olin but i kinda sorry for his ex because i mean hunter is her just as much as olins so i think they should keep joint custody of him but i dont know it is not my agrument so i am not in between it with them!!anyway                   - new subject-

i am so sick of my words gettin turned around everytime i say something to anyway out of trust!!! if it was up to me i would get my own place and not talk to anyone but olin bill and mary and heath and dorrie and kristen but i would only talk to them oline and at karokee because like i said i dont want my words get turned around everytime i say something about things that are bothering  me like i was told that a close friend of mine had made a comment to her husband about me only wanting his attention the other night at karokee and i would go around and say ha,ha he is paying me more attention then any of you! so i asked this person and she told me that she was told that i was only told him to shut up when i got up to sing to get attention to prove to steve-o that they are my friends not his ha,ha but see that is what i am talking about it never fails and i also told me friend something that was said about her by someone so he went and asked this person and they told her no i was just syaing that so they would stop talking to them!!! i guess i have no real friends down here just like in North Carolina but at least up there no one tried ro turn my words around and theirs and make it all my fault so people would stop talking to me i am so ready to get my own place because i am  so sick of two faced people!!!!!!!

hey everyone what"s up? me- notta whole lotta nothin here just sittin here at the house bored as hell! anyway i told you he would not show up last night he told me he would be here today around 4:00 or 5:00 but i am not going to hold my breath because i am not goin to get hurt if he dont show up i will just make other plans so if he dont show up i have something to do if he dont show up! anyway i had so much fun friday and saturday i am slowly gettin over steve-o if he stays away this time i will get over him like nothin and be able to move on and not have wonder what it would be like if i was not a bitch through out our relationship!!!!

 Mary & bill: thanks for lettin me come down here and live with yall and i know we may have our arguements but i know yall will always be there for no matter what and i appericate that alot!!!!!!

Heath: hey thanks for being my friend i think you are awesome and you sing very good especially when you rap i have never met anyone who can rap with out looking at the screen.

Dorrie: you are so sweet! i am glad i met you and even though i told you i thought heath was hot you still dont look down on me you are one of the sweetest girls i have met down here!

Kristin: hey girly you are the second sweetest girl i have met since i have been down here the first night i met it felt as though i have known you for ever! you and your mom both tried to warn me about steve-o and i didnt listen but yall are still friends with me and yall dont think bad about me no matter what! i love you girl! good luck with you and jason yall really some to be inlove so follow you heart and not everyone elses heart do what is right for you!

now i have done that i am going to go write more later!!!!!!!!!

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hey everyone!!!!

whats up? me-notta whole lotta nuffin just sittin here at the house i am gettin frustrated becasue our phone dont work and i cant get a hold of olin and it is aggrivating me because i really wanna talk to him because he promised me he would be here and it is now 9:42 and i dont think he will come now so i am frustated really bad but i am going to go write more later